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by abcede Mar 24, 2009 category : Sadness, depression / grieving, loss
Help me please - I'm all alone I'm trapped inside this hole! The pitch dark, humid, Hellish one no ladder, rope, or pole. I'm screaming bloody murder now and scratching at the side, but only bloody fingers yield with broken, mourning cry... No one hears me. No one cares. Mud puddles at my feet. I'm staring, blank-eyed, in Chaos's heart - my emptiness complete. To fathom that I won't get out and rot here in my sweat, is all a lie! It HAS to be my fate can't be here yet. I draw a breath. It rattles, shakes the riveting realization the breath lets out in roar and rush a defeated exclamation! I crumple up beside the wall; slide down my mudded gate clench my jaw and bang my fist into my concrete fate Ominous peace settles in, my arms locked round my knees. Endless cries fade out my mouth, I'm moaning, "Help me, please." I close my eyes and taste my tears, my arms locked 'round my knees. I'm slowly rocking back and forth, a whisper, "Help me, please." It almost seems that someone cares with arms locked 'round my knees. I hold my breath to hear my heart while mouthing, "Help...me...please."