I have know this boy seen the 9th grad i was to scared to say any thing till the 12th grad.. we went out and i fell head over heals. he gave me meaning to life... we went out for almost a year... the day he left all i could do was cry... he was my best friend the love of my life. i did not know how to get over him yet i still try.. once i stared to feel good again he came back in my life i was so happy yet had all the pain again... he told me he still loved me and he never stopped then why did he leave if i ment so much to him.... i don't know what to do and i don't know what to say i love this boy and i wish i could marry him some day... we had a love like no other we never would fight and would never get mad we just told each other what was Wong... this boy that i love so very much dose not see how much i need him with me i dream about him at night and when I'm at school.. wishing it was him with me to kiss good night to. no other boy has made me feel this way i need so help I'm scared to let go but in a way know i have to...
what should i do ?
