The War Inside

My soul is dying, Beast is returning
I don't know what to do
all I feel is rage and sorrow
don't know how I'll make it through

My mask is too good for you to see
the demons all tormenting me
please try to understand how I feel
no longer sure if I am real

Keep playing your silly games and
ignore the invisible
my dreams turn to nightmares
darkly whimsical

Cut my throat
bleed me dry
watch me closely
dying from the inside

I'm fading to nothing
not worth it anymore
my death ends the war

(written on 12/5/08)