I'm going to have to face my fear,
with no choice as to weather i want to or not,
always going to be alone,
all alone in every way
life always is showing me false exits,
I'm never gonna be happy in the way i truly want to be,
never gonna find what I desire,
I'm just gonna be lost down the line forever,
always looking up and getting blinded by the light that i once had in my hands,
for those brief moments of love,
that i must try to pull away from now,
because i can not take what was already spoken for,
nor can i endure the act of being selfish and reaching out and grabbing what i want,
then I looking away,
and peering beside me,
being haunted forever by the memories of my dream that slipped from my grip,
the love that i some how lost,
and regret and then not regretting at the same time,
then looking down at the first love that will always burn in my heart the most,
the child hood love,
the one true regret of my life,
the love i gave up because i listened to the wrong voices,
when all along i should of been listening to my heart,
the most important voice of all,
I'll always wonder until i can wonder no more,
what could of been?
My heart aches with the pain for these 3 loves,
all in different parts of my life,
I will always love them,
each on a different level.
there for i will never forget them,
for each one have a special place in broken heart,
that is forever wishing on a beautiful star,
wishing for bravery in facing her fear if she must,
or wishing to be mended and loved.
