To the last moment of my life, to the people who brought it on,
You've pushed me so, and dug my hole,
You've egged me on, you've pushed me under,
my voice has fade, my life is gone,
I hate you all, why you plague me I do not know,
in my mind, words repeated, hate collecting, my mind depleated.
If I hurt you this way will it make you cry?
If I cut you this way will it make you die?
If I burn you inside will it kill you inside as you have me?
I cut the world a stream, a stream that has no path,
a stream that runs down an earth of flesh, a stream so crimson and red.
In my mind a neverending hush, words you've said echo in my head.
Why you do this I haven't the time to find out now,
How will this pain ever end? I have to find out how.
I'm living in a nightmare thats become my reality,
walk a day in my shoes and see what it's like to be me.
If you only knew the lifelessness you burden me with,
One single sorrow, a drop of blood, a tear...into a candles flame to dissipate all light,
and with the light leaves sorrow and pain, as it slowly rushes far from here.
Dear god let this be the tranquility you owe of me.
Cut my life and let it be to the candle make all pain leave.
And all the last remnants of my life...only a flat green line on a darkened screen
and the echo of the mechanical scream.
