There's this web of lies that i helped create,
i enjoyed it at the time but now I'm in a state,
I've become a different person because i had to,
but i didn't understand what this web of lies would do,
i know that sounds naive but i tell you it's the grit,
everything I'm saying is genuine i mean every bit,
i once had a purpose but now it's completely finished,
whatever hope i had it is now diminished,
i painted you a picture but let's not be polite,
that picture that i painted isn't exactly right,
we both know i am foolish so let's drop the pretense,
I'm on trial for my sins and this is my defense!
