I'm sitting here writing
as I look up at his name
for my thoughts are now filled
with our story of shame
I'll write them on paper
hoping they'll escape my head
but I know that won't happen
'til one day I am dead
I'm reading his status
it says, "I love you girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
I know the girl isn't me
as my vision starts to swirl
I broke his fragile heart
because he was to distant
he didn't that if he were close
I'd have him back in an instant
so he overdosed on pills
not taking much since he was scared
his brother found him on the floor
I'm glad his brother cared
he took him to the hospital
and texted me saying, "He'll be ok"
I felt so stupid, so depressed at that moment
because of me he wanted to take his own life away
after he was out of the hospital
about three days later
he texted me saying,
"You wanna get back together?"
"Yes." at that moment I knew
I had made a mistake
"cuz him not being near me
is one thing I can't take
about two weeks later
we broke up right then
I made him promise me that
he wouldn't attempt suicide again
right after that promise
she asked him out
he needed love
so he said yes with no doubt
he still doesn't love her
for I hold his heart
he never wanted to hurt her
it was a secret from the start
