Walking right beside him
Trough the unknown streets
The sky so bright
The clouds
White as his theeth
Trying to hold his hand
But cant reach it
Cause they are save in his pocket
With unsure thoughts I looked to his face
His face surrounded by
The ligh from the sun that shines to the treets
And reflected to his beautifull face
The steps that I maked was getting slower
Few steps later
Without knowing I stood still and I looked to the ground
I was to busy asking myself
Does he love me?
Does he mean every word that he says to me on msn?
I was ready to cry but I didnt want to spoil the moment
That we were together in real life
So I hold it in
And walked further
Suddelly I was walking right next to him
He just kept looking
With an face like whats the matter?
I just smiled back and say
Im glad that Im here with you
And walked further before he saw I was fake smiling
Few seconds later there we were
At his house for the first time
With big bright eyes I was looking how his house looks like
Trying to keep every detail in my head
Like I was making pictures with my mind
At last we were in his room
After he showed me everything
My thoughts kept running like an train
That kept riding faster and faster
It was beginning to make me dizzy
That I felt down on his bed
Trying to stand up
But I just coulnt get up
So I kept laying
Till he put his hand right to my hand
To help me get up
Without just even seeing what was happening
I was laying there suddelly in his arms
It was giving me an burning desire to say to him that
I love him
But I was to afraid that he would say that he loves me back
Without meaning it
So I didnt
Few minutes later he stood up and looked at me
I just looked away and kept staring to the ground
Thinking that he would look away soon
But he didnt
He just kept staring
I was asking myself
Why is he staring?
The desire was getting deeper
And said to him I love you
He said I love you to
Right after that I asked
He looked away
Few seconds later I asked to him
Do you mean it?
He looked at me
And just shakes his head like he was saying yes
Without using his mouth
I smile for a moment and lay my head to his chest
Thinking I hope he really mean it
Cause he means the world to me
Now Im sitting in my room
Wondering if he truelly mean it that he loves me
He with his second girl
Loving her as much as me
While he told me that I was the one he would wait for
And the fact that he knows me so much longer
Than he knows her
Makes me unsure and afraid
It just makes me wanna run away
Far away just wanna keep running into a never ending street
Hmm It meant a lot to me to see him
My best friend
Loving him more than anyone ever could do
Thought it hurts me more than hundred knives in one body
Knowing there is a chance
That the other girl would take over the place in his heart
Well after all this dramatic situations
I know that my love for him would never fade
