No one knows.

Some people think I don't understand,
Others think I haven't listened,
The reality is I do know what is planned,
The fact is i don't want to comprehend.

People think I am absolutely fine,
I just wish I could say,
But can't reveal thoughts in my mind,
Because most of them would tell me...pray.

I do not believe in God anymore,
I have been hurt in more than way,
I am sick of the pain that is for sure,
But he doesn't seem to listen when I do pray.

I have had more than enough time to think,
I just don't want to remember the pain,
But all I want is this beer to drink,
So instead...I will walk through the rain...

No one really understands...
By the time that they do...

It will be too late....