Why is it that I just can't
get your face out of my cloudy mind?
It seems to me that an untangled love life,
I shall never come about to find.
Whenever I try and give one guy
every molecule of my deep love,
I go beyond failing miserably,
unsure what my feelings are made of.
No matter what I do to try
and control this hectic life of mine.
I can't do the right thing and,
instead, must cross the line.
Just my luck I must go against
every moral I believe and follow,
leaving my already-torn heart
broken and completely hollow.
I kept promising myself that
never again I'd ever get hurt;
remain safe from all people
and myself by staying constantly alert.
Things don't happen that easily,
I'd soon learn later on.
I didn't know that I'd miss him
when he was already long gone.
Why didn't I see this coming,
for I know that I'm not that stupid;
trying to save me from him...
unachievable, even by Cupid.
So now I will remain in the dark
and shy away from them all.
Tumbling into a miserable abyss,
where no one's there to catch my fall.
