I'm sitting here thinking of what I passed up.
When I just decided to sit back and give up.
I've been through too much to let you run over me.
I can't begin to describe how I'm feeling horribly.
This regret and pain that wakes me in my sleep
Or this evil nightmare prickling at my feet.
This pain feels like a suffocating face
Or like an eye blinking through some mace.
