CHEATING FEELINGS

I'M SO SAD AND ALONE,
I KNOW WHAT I DID WAS WRONG,
MY FEELINGS WERE TRULY BLOWN.
BY THE WAY HE TALKED TO ME
ON THE PHONE.
I FEEL SO STUPID AND MAD AT MYSELF.
I SHOULD HAVE STOPPED IT AT THE BEGINNING, BUT MY FEELINGS TOOK ON A SHAPE ITSELF
AND ONCE IT STARTED THERE JUST WAS NO ENDING.
I MADE A PROMISE TO YOU
AND NOW I BROKE IT.
I KNOW IT HURT US BOTH,
AND NOW I KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR WORTH.
YOU MIGHT NOT WANT ME BACK.
I REGRET TALKING TO HIM.
BUT WITH ME LOSING YOU,
IT'S LIKE FALLING INTO A BLACKHOLE
SPIRALING DOWN INTO HELL, TO BE THERE MISSING YOU.
TO HAVE MY HEART BROKEN,
AND TO FIND OUT IT WOULD NEVER HEAL.