I LOVE YOU..April Fools..

So, there is this boy
He is my best friend
I told him today how I really felt
But I got scared and put it to an end

I texted "April fools"
Before he could even reply
I don't want to hear the truth
Or even worse..a lie

But he is so amazing
And that he knows
I tell him all the time
Even though I'm sure it shows

He is with all of his friends right now
Just skating away the day
I'm sure they're all laughing
As I pretend it is okay

They know how I feel
Even though I say it is not true
They tell me not to deny it
Because I'll regret it if I do

I know he is not ready for love
He still hasn't let his heart heal
From six months ago
But I'm the real deal

She was temporary, but I'm permanent
I do not want to let him go
But he's stuck in his own world
I care about him though

I wish I could explain it
But the words wont come to me
My mind is blank
So I just let it be

So another day passes
And he doesn't know
That I want to be more than friends
I just can't give up..can't let go