I lost my best friend today

I woke up as usual..I went to school as usual. I sat in class at 8:00. I signed in to msn as usual. I got a. Msg from a few friends as usual. But what was unusual was this certain msg I got. It read k*** she died last night. As I re read the message. My first reaction was What! How! No! As I was replied more information, I left the class and called my best male friend C. :e was at work as his brother answered I explained to him what happen . I could he stared to cry as he yelled at me to. Stop lying and no! He then said I need to tell C. I called his cell and he couldn't pick up because he was at work. - went back to class and realized.. I lost my best friend today.
I sat there and I told my roommate what had happened . That K** past away in her sleep and they found her at 7 am. - lost my best friend today. I got a hold of C and as he walked in the door , saw his brothers red teary eyes and my trembling voice he yelled f*# off and hung up.

I went to see the family they hugged me close and let out there tears, I knew I couldn't that I had to stay strong for them. They lost there daughter and sister and. I lost my best friend today. They asked me if I would speak at the funeral. And again I realized I lost my best friend today.

I went to the wake and saw her there. I looked around the room and saw pictures and beside her in most pictures , I was there.I walk to her and place my hand on her arm , I ask her to wake up , I tell her its not funny and to stop. Playing around. Friends approach and we tried to tell funny memories and jokes, to make each other smile. it was to early for that, But my best male friend C he was not there.

I lost my best friend today.

As I walked around the room comforting friends and loved ones. I glance up and no one is with her! I didn't want her to be alone am I stand with her for 3 hours that time. When it was time to leave , I ft it wasn't time to say goodbye. I didn't want her to leave. I kissed her cold forehead held her arm and whispered -i love you.

The next day the funeral. I didn't sleep much that night. Tossing and turning. And trying to figure out why. WHY? She was 20 so young she wasn't sick or anything. Why! I lost my best friend today.

I walk to the church and look for my best male friend I could not find him. I sat with his family and. Gave my speech the word of this girl spilled out. People laughed and smiled for they could connect with what I was saying. I lost my best friend today.

As they took her away and they played her song " spirit in the sky " I still could say goodbye . Because I couldn't believe I lost my best friend today.

I will say goodbye when its time, I will talk to you as I need but. Your always in my mind as in my heart.

I lost my best friend today but not the memory or the fun. You may not be here with me however you are always with me anyway.

i haven't heard much from my dear best friend C. Did I loose two best friends today?

I go to or grave and place my hand upon and when I'm ready I will say goodbye. But that's not today so for now I only Say,

- lost my best friend today.-

Dedicated to K** I love you xix r.I.p to