To my unborn child

To my unborn child i never got the chance to hold you i never got the chance to sing to you i never got the chance to see you but i will always love you until the day that i die.

i never got the chance to ever see you but i always dreamt that your mom was happy along with me too i wanted to raise you right and give u things i never had now its a memory of a dream that i had but really though i cant be mad in the saddiest of ways though the image of you still there when i lay in bed and i know that you got your ears wide open when i pray when im talking to you but i really dont know what to say to you. and i wanted to watch you grow a child of my own that i wanted to hear your voice and see your face when i got home and i was gonna be the guidence that you would need. but now i have to dream to see you with me. but you as a little girl who looked like your mom or that son of mine that looked up to me the way that my heart melts at the thought of you and i still love you and i will never stop cause

i never got the chance to hold you i never got the chance to sing to you i never got the chance to see you but i will always love you until the day i die.

this will be the beginning of the search to find the true man in me but it probably wasnt meant to be in this point in time but it had me angry on the outside but crying on the inside but i was ready me and your mother awaited but there was one person above us both who had good reason to delay it or maybe we were too young or never truly know but i try to tell myself why but which i truly dont but what could be wrong about something so nice and divine that comes into my life but i know that i wont call you mistake and if you are a mistake your a mistake that i can take our first daughter that your mother could dress nice or that son of mine that i couldve taught rymes but its all thoughts that never came to be but i still love you when your still the same to me

i never got the chance to hold you i never got the chance to sing to you i never got the chance to see you but i always love you until the day i die but i guess it was time i prepared my life and now ill cry cause i wasnt ready yet to say goodbye now i wonder why