When do I get to smile?
where is my part of happiness?
Why is all this sacrifice getting me no where?
I've given all i have to give...and for what?
constant darkness?
pain and tears?
nothing but constant suffering...
never to end..
I'm shaking and crying
something is constricting my insides..
yet I'm falling apart....
I'm on the cliffs edge weight on my back...
and now I'm falling...
I've taken their pain...
now they can smile....
they have someone else to watch over them
..someone else to love them
..someone to make them leave me...
I watch as they start their paths
knowing soon i really will be in this alone...
might as well push them now...
block them from my emotions...
let them leave..
no more fight...
let them live..
