When I think of you, it's like I'm torn between wanting to cry or smiling from ear to ear.
But either way I can't fight the want I feel for you to be here.
I knew I'd miss you, don't think I didn't know that,
But never in my wildest dreams did I expect to miss you this bad.
All the memories of us together flash before my eyes,
And like I said before, I don't know if I should laugh or cry.
I remember you made me feel like no one else in this world,
I remember trying to prove to you that I'd give anything to be yours.
It's like, in my head, I know you loved me too,
But in my heart I know it wasn't the way that I love you.
So now it's over; even though it never truly began.
And just so you know, I'll always be your biggest fan! :]
But now I'm ok with just being your friend,
But I still can't wait to see my 'Lil Boosie' again.
However, now I'm content, I'm happy where I'm at.
Cuz now I'm making love to Freddie.
