THOSE days

Ever have THOSE days?
you just hate everything
you're mad for no reason
you just can't explain
you listen to sad music
depressed as you listen
in the song you hear your life's story
it tracks every thing you have done
god
but
also
bad
ever had THOSE days?
well ill say i have
its not a big deal
but you remember the losses
the people you've lost in the fire
but you remember
its kind of ok
you can move on
but it seems
the very next day you come back to it
cryin for no reason
mad for no reason
feels like your happiest in the dark
alone with no one?
i have
THOSE days make me feel at home
due to the losses
the dark and alone pain feeling
has become
not only my friend
but me
yea THOSE days