What the hell is going on here?
Newsflash.
Are seriously doing these things to me?
The one that has been there for you through good and bad
The one that proved to you that there is a possibility of love
The one that cared about you enough to prove the world wrong
Are you really going to do me harm?
What did I do to you to deserve such pain?
Why me?
I want to die already than deal with this type of pain.
I can't believe that this is happening to me.
GOD WHAT DID I DO WRONG TO DEAL WITH SUCH MISERY.
I love him and he deals with me like that?
Like my feelings don't matter or anything about me to begin with
Like files from a computer that can be easily deleted.
Please let me know the secret to love's deletion.
Seriously, show me the secret on how to delete someone out of your life like that without a problem.
It took me this long to realize that I never mattered enough to fight for.
Oh my God, how could I have been so foolish?
I hate myself for everything that has happened to me.
The lost of my precious son: 08-20-07.
The lost of the family that I adored: (days after)...
And the lost of a long-term relationship: 04-06-09.
Please help me through these though times.
All I want to do is run away and never come back.
If I knew that this is how bad my life was going to be, I would have never asked to be born.
Actually I never asked to be born to begin with, so why am I going through so much so soon?
Why?
Please answer me before its too late....
I guess that this is the last chapter on my lost book of pain and suffering.
Please give me a new chapter where I can only be forever happy.
From this day forward, I can honestly say that from the bottom of my heart, I can never love again.
It's true what people say, there is a thin line between love and hate.
