Dear Diary,
The days pass by so fast,
I sit, waiting, wondering,
Is it really true, is there someone new?
I try and hold my head up high,
And push me wounding pain aside,
Live my life, the it should be,
Without you,
Without the love we shared for so long.
Looking into your eyes and knowing you don't share my pain,
But why would you?
You already found someone to share your life,
While mine is the bottle,
While I'm stuck in this fight to regain what I once knew.
Diary, its so hard,
And I think I'm losing this fight.
With everyday, even though it feels easy,
I see you and begin to lose all over again.
Diary, I stopped crying.
But looking through writings of the past
Brings a sting to my eyes,
And I want to let them fall
And that makes me feel weak.
Because I'm meant to be so strong.
Diary, what should I do?
Where do I go from here?
*5/4/09- this is part me and part of a mate who broke up with his gf and is feeling the pain that i still have... mwah peace out...*
