Falling again

My body is weak my mind is lost.
I feel all alone in this world filled with people.
I feel like God hates me and just left me here to die.
I don't have the will to go on.
But i still try to stay strong.
In my heart i feel worthless in my mind I'm already gone.
i see no point to move on.
I cant think i cant move i cant see my way threw the darkness i try to find the light.
Try to hold on tight but I'm letting go....slowly I'm leaving something inside of me is braking me apart.
something in me is making me fall apart.
why must i fall again. why must i feel this way.
tell me! I'm braking falling slipping farther and farther down and this time, this time i don't think ill make it.
my body cant stand it i try to tell myself to stay strong.
I'm broken, the world pulls me down and steps on me like I'm nothing there eyes, they follow me they follow me to my grave. and they are more then happy to push me to the bottom of the grave my body goes cold and i die there alone and worthless.
the world wins in the end