Not Worth it.

by Daniel   Apr 8, 2009


Whenever I see you, I hide my face,
So scared, so terrified.
To hear, "You're a disgrace"

The feeling of terror and defeat,
Is like a rusted nail injecting into my soul.
All it does it make a large hole.

I want to escape this painful life,
I wish there was a way to mend this pain,
I get hit again, and my skin is a bloodstain.

I see him again, I hide my face,
He engrains in my heart.
"You're a disgrace"

He grabs another packet of cocaine,
Saying "I wish you'd never been born"
It stabs my heart again like a blackthorn.

He slaps me saying "You're a disgrace"
I slump down and slowly become erased.

My identity is completely gone,
My life is complete pain.
I stand out in this acid rain,
And slowly wait as I become slain.

Copyright (c) 2009 written by me.

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  • 15 years ago

    by Dreamofolwin

    You have done extremely well writnig this poem, lol. The feelings are so deep, and intense. Sometimes there are those in our lives who should love us.. but who can cause us the deepest pain... which is hard to bear. I can relate to the feelings in this sad write... and pray that God will give you the strength to overcome the feelings of worthlessness that can come about in a situation like this.

    Very well written and expresses.
    Take care.

  • 15 years ago

    by Loved In Hell

    Very deep and very dark. I love it
    I felt a lot of hurt as i read it and its good to be able to make the reader feel emotion as they read so good job! 5/5
    -laura

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