I see you smiling and laughing
But whenever I come over the smile fades
The words stop coming from your mouth
I know I hurt you...
But I'm truly sorry
I just wish saying sorry was enough
But it never is...is it?
Do you know how much I hate myself?
Just so you know this isn't helping much...
I want to give in more than ever
But I'm not going to
I cant tell you this for you refuse to listen
You wont even look me in the eyes
I just want to put a smile on your face again
I want to see your eyes sparkle for me again
This is killing me...
But if I have to I'll die slowly everyday
It's what I deserve right?
No...that's what you tell me...
Maybe I'm starting to believe that
But even so...
I think it would be best if we went out separate ways
I cant hold onto you anymore
I'm going back to the shadows...the darkness
That's where I belong
You belong in the light...so go on...leave me
Just know if you ever need me I'm always here
I'm just a few steps behind you in the shadows...
I'll be here if you fall..
I'll catch you
Please don't forget me...
Because I will NEVER forget you
