Hopeless

I'm lost in myself
Nowhere left to go
I'm out of places to hide
So in the comfort of myself I reside

The world has casted me aside
In solitude I will stay
As I try to gain back what I've lost
Since every thing of mine has been tossed

Feelings of loneliness
Feelings of hate
Is all that is left in me
I'm down on the ground begging for a way out on my knee

This life is not what it was meant to be
It has destroyed my emotions
I am so lonely inside
I feel like there is no end of these lies

The lies I tell myself
How I always say there is a way out
But I no there is no way out
No one will hear me and get me out no matter how much I shout

These has to be the end
I'm slowly fading away
Away into myself
I no longer care for my own health

At last I give up
I can't do this anymore
I put my life on a forgotten shelf
Being to lost in myself.