She left me

Standing with tears in my eyes I begged her to stay,
She said she no longer loves me I just get in the way,
The words hit the strands of my heart and they started to fray.

Where did I go wrong, I lay sobbing at here feet?
I told her I love no other she makes my life complete.

Her infidelity I forgave, if she would have came back to me
Instead she got worse, as if I couldn't see.
Her excuse was that we argued and we never agree

How can I overcome the feeling of wholeness with her?
I will always replay the days and the places we were.

My life now seems to be in a neverending crash,
Spun out of control, waiting and impending smash.

Time is not a factor, an eternity could elapse,
Rememberance would be an ignitor, and my heart collapse.

I will never accept, or understand this life she's thrown,
Or the days I spent with her, and the love ive shown
In the end was it worth it, because now I am alone,
I cry wishing this life, I never would have known

All the pain will not make this go away, nor will I see why,
At every corner she would deceive me and openly lie,
I close the door to my heart and inside I say goodbye