To Ask a thing so complicated
To tell me it's the only way
To say I have to choose between you or him
I cannot be asked something so strong
You can't ask me this, its too wrong
I know I hurt you when he was around
But I'm better now, I know better now
I can never be asked to choose between anyone at all
Unless you want some serious problems, unless you want me to fall
So I understand your reasonings, your worries and your thoughts
But you need to see into my head, I'm not me anymore
I cry constantly over things from the past
I don't know why, I don't want tears to last
I Know that now I need to start, caring, loving, share with you my beat up and broken heart
I know that I can't let him start fights between you and me
But I can't give him up, it's just not an option
I can tell you this, I won't treat you badly anymore
I can tell you now, I don't want to fight or be torn
I would throw him away if ever he asked me to choose
So there's no difference between him or you
I wouldn't keep him if he wanted me to make that choice
So You know now that you're not treated different in this situation
I'm not going to throw you away, but just please don't make me choose
It's hard enough with who I am
With people being used
So look into my eyes, see how torn apart I truely am
See the pain, the sadness, the hurt within my hands
See the girl inside, or more than just the one
Because my bipolar ass can't be just me alone
So accept the fact that things can change
Accept me in everything
Accept Cherish,Bunny,Ayame,Krissi,Kassy, Juliet, and all the rest
Accept me and I'll be just fine
As long as you don't make me choose, I'll be right in my mind....
