Expire

Just stab me where I stand
or place the knife in my hand.
Load a gun and dare me to
shoot my brains right on through.

Shove the pills down my throat
and listen to my choking, note by note.
Wrap the noose around my neck
and listen to my spine snap in a sec.

Choke me until I stop breathing
and block my cries with joyous singing.
Slice my wrists, shred my skin,
erasing everything that could have been.

Under the water, please hold my head
until the aqua is filled with red.
Place on my skin, the flickering flame;
burn my skin as I scream your name.

Don't even question why I ask you
to do the things that I ask you to do.
Just listen to my doleful cries
and swear to me you won't deliver lies.

I'm positive what I really desire
is to finally let my life expire.
Just put your feelings behind you
and kill me until I am, at last, through.