I wanna make face and move on
Pretend you never happened to my heart
But inside it hurts
like someone's ripping me apart
I'm pretty sure they're you
I don't want to be scattered
I just want to be with you
And I don't want to live
Without you
Don't you see
Thinking about me
Must be happening for a reason
Becaue I've 'left you the f**k alone'
I don't know what to say
To unlove you, turn off my dreams
Ignore my hopes
My pride is gone, my heart is broke
Over and over I close my eyes to find strength
Telling myself you love her, we were just a joke
These thoughts wont leave me alone
The dreams reoccur
The tears won't stop
And I feel so small
But I see strength knowing in the end
When your memory is finished torturing me
I'll have proof that I'm tough
Even if I'd rather
Just once
Have love
