When ure happy...
fellin so freshh...new...
like u never felt before...
ure soo someone else...
u can get trough everything...
happened to be ure cured...
u just recoverd..and yet u can find urself....
at that moment...u just felt complete..
nothing can make u smile like that...
genuine...complete...
ur heart full with desire...
hoping it will happen everyday...
and hoping u can hold that fellin so tight...
yet u know its just what u thought...
what about reality...facts...
ure trying to fight d reality..but u cant...
coz u know that ure just a lil'angel in his eyes..
and u know ure just someone to be someone...
and u keep it inside...look at him...
how he makes u smile..how he changes ur life...
how he changes ur perspectives of life...
how he encourages u to do ur things...
how he guides u in the right path...
and not even a word cud describe how it feels
that he happend to u....how beautiful it is...
how great to be part of him...u can feel ur
life so complete...even u know its just for today...
the laugh...the smile...the look...how he says things
about u..n yet its just for a little while...
and clickedddd....its over....
all of those things u felt drifted away...
the feelings...dreams...smiless...
no more....and u just let it go like that...
coz u know u r no one..ure just someone to be someone..
ure not that someone who cud make it real...
not even a word...kindly unspoken...silence....
and u just watched him walking away...
coz u know ure place..and u know he desereves better..
better than what u can give....