I'm living in a fantasy; a f**king masquerade.
i put my heart on the line, and got nothing short of played.
you preached those loving words. did you mean them? not quite?
when it was over, you just left, feeling nothing near contrite.
you said we both had changed, and knew nothing of one another.
you had all the chances in the world to try, but you didn't even bother.
you just left me all alone; vulnerable and confused.
heart filled with emotions, feeling no less than used.
maybe if we weren't a secret, a relationship of a lie,
maybe if we didn't start off when you were still with her, maybe we could have survived.
no one can explain this web of lies. well, nobody but you.
but you would never do it. guess i know you better than you think i do.