The Reason I Hurt

**Not very good.. more of a vent poem**

No longer you care, only thinking of yourself,
Seek solitude in a room of the house,
Hardly ever seen, and depressed when you are,
Leave all the work and stress to your spouse.

Not the person you once were,
A business man and hard worker,
Now you just try to kill the pain with
Over doses of medicine, food and alcohol.

You once were a person I deeply respected,
My idol, my hero, my good old daddy.
Now you just waste your life away,
Killing brain cells with too much T.V.

I am mad at you, just want you to know,
But I still love you with all my heart.
I'm scared for you, I fear for your health,
With hope gone, no longer you take care of yourself.

I'm afraid one day it might plummet downhill,
And you'll take drastic actions,
Like you almost have once before.

I'm begging you, please, come back to me.
Pull out of this cycle, become the man you once were.
Don't let depression seize your life from your hands,
And don't leave mom and I to fend for ourselves.