Another night of silent sobs praying for sleep.
I thought I'd never see myself fall this deep.
I stur in depression as it slowly sets in
oh yes, now it's beginning again.
It feeds like addiction and spreads like disease
Each night I fall to my knees.
It's taking over,
winning, and wearing me thin.
It's always the beginning and never the end
I wish this could all be pretend.
But it's real and all of these things I feel,
they're darkness is overcoming the light
all in the cold of this forever winter night.
Air is sparse and my lungs seize in frozen waters,
I know I belong, I am someones daughter.
Begging for love, I scream and I scream,
hope diminishes as I remember no one can hear me.
I have nothing left to believe.
tears drip into mascara puddles,
next to my body lies this broken heart.
each piece still beating in cursed love of lust.
it's done, it's got to be, it must.
the bullet cries out and silence is left
All that will become of this is
Everlasting peace I've found at last.
