Venting Nonsense

Let them burst behind your eyes,
those color splashes that explode.
Then maybe your eyes will sparkle.
Maybe you won't have to kiss the toad.

And it's just a little bit difficult,
to pretend when you're already fake.
So, let me go. I said let me go!
I'm telling you I'm the biggest mistake.

Let me fall down the darkest hole,
so I never have to see sunlight, again.
I just want to stop these words,
because they're making my head spin.

Can anyone even help me here?
No, forget it, forget I even asked.
I'm too damn, unbelievably stubborn,
so my emotions will stay masked.

I'll just curl up in a little ball,
keep on writing my pathetic poems,
and if anyone asks what's wrong,
I'll just smile and ignore them.

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wow. that sucked. really bad.
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