In this corner

Once this pain has come
i cannot control it
it takes over my body
making things impossible to ignore
the real pain shows
this i cannot hide
i sit here in this corner
scared to death of what'll happen next
nobody understands
nobody listens to me
nobody ever will
so if you can do it now
because this pain cannot fade
iv lost so much things hurt
i sit here in this corner
razor in hand
and slowly cut my wrists
each cut has a meaning
each cut has a history
the deeper i go the less pain
hurt and suffering i feel
god just take me now
this life i cannot continue
I'm sick of hurting
of crying
of pretending
i cant do this anymore