No...You don't Realize...

Do you Realize...
That I dream about you every night now?
I try to hold onto you in sleep and bring those feelings into light
But no
You don't realize..
Do you Realize...
That every time I see you with
HER
I know I just wasn't good enough
Because even though together we are perfect
You chose her
No
You don't realize...
Do you Realize...
That I cry when we hang up after being on the phone
Because I know that was one more phone call in which I wasn't
Brave enough to tell you what I feel
No
You don't realize...
Do you Realize.....
how much it hurts
Even after all this time
Do you realize I miss the way you smell
The way you're mouth tastes
Having your arms around me
Looking in your eyes while you played with my fingers
The way we kissed in public
The way we kissed in private
The way You used to say there was no one else
But then you liked her more
And I didn't realize.