My relationship now
isn't what i wanted
its to much for me to handle
he loves me more then he should
he takes everything seriously
no time to joke
no time to play
nothing but do this do that
I'm like his puppet
tied down with no freedom
i love him but not like this
everything is complicated with him
he kisses me with meaning
he holds me with care
he smiles and whispers i love you
but his seriousness gets in the way
yes we play but when i play back
he gets mad pushing me away
when we make love
he moves with such dedication
i lay silent thinking
is this what i want
till the day he asked me to marry him
caught me by surprise
he said he wanted babies
to start a family cause he loves me to much
i love him but not like this
i had no words to say
he moved over me and held me
don't you love me like i do?
he asked with tears in his eyes
i love you more then anything
i replied with no meaning in it
he kissed me lightly on the neck
i would die if i cannot have you
he kissed my lips
with more meaning then ever
i look him in the eyes
and say i love you
but not like this
