Burning our friendship

by Nicole   Apr 16, 2009


I've felt pain before...but..
never an agony such as this...
I've been betrayed by those i love..
but never such like this...

I knew long ago you would follow the pack..
wish I had been wrong..
you tore out the remains of my heart..

I've been stomped on before
used and abused for years..
I never thought you could be the newest..

You have him..like i suspected
he comes before me
in a heartbeat you abandon out plans
you abandon me in a crucial moment

you leave me to burn
you leave me to die in the darkness..
you abandon the friendship we had...
how can i ever come back from this??

You destroyed anything that was left of me...
and i want to hate you for it..alas i can't
but that doesn't mean i let you have another chance
I'll walk away before you can kill me again...

This is your fault.. i wish you could've seen it coming
you've done this....ended what we had... i can't take this anymore
i allowed myself to trust someone who will apparently forget her best friend easily... the moment she has another love

thanks for killing me and burning what remained..

**collection of the pain felt**

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  • 15 years ago

    by coverd in darkness

    Great write nikki this makes more sense than i think you realise. Sometimes to the writer especially at a emotional time it may not make sense but this makes perfect sense to me.

    "You have him..like i suspected
    he comes before me
    in a heartbeat you abandon out plans
    you abandon me in a crucial moment"

    These lines are so true you have put it into words brilliantly, the two stanzas following this one are also very strong, coming back from something like this won't be easy sometimes as much as it will hurt us we have to let those kinds of people go even if they are ones we thought we knew so well and trusted on our lives. Great emotional piece of writing. *hugs*