I went to see you today.
It was great but the pain remained the same.
I did all of the talking. you are always a great listener.
I told you everything thought and feeling I had going through my head. hopefully, you could guide me the right way?
I played around and read your facebook today and read all of the messages your other friend left you. there was none really from em on there. because I can just say it to you.
I looked at old pictures of us today, man were we ever dumb. good times and others bad but worth every moment.
I had a performance today, the bright lights hit my skin, I smiled out at the crowd, I stood there just about to take my bow. I looked for you, searching every face, the hands in the air....., I couldn't see you but I knew deep down you were there, in every step I took, every leap I would make.
I went and visited you today.... I stood there in front of you and placed my hand on the cold stone where you rest and the tears roll down my cheeks and make my mascara a mess. I tell you how I hate you for leaving me behind, how I am mad at you for not telling me you were going to die. Please ........................ come back, just for a time just so I can say I love you and goodbye
