Sex at sixteen

Living life with no regrets
with this kind sweet boy she just met

a christian boy
with "pure intentions"
sex was never
even once mentioned

he asked her out
and she agreed
neither of them knowing
how far things would lead

it started with a hug
then a kiss on the cheek
hed stay at her house
for about three weeks.

feelings grew stronger
as each moment passed by
hormones grew crazy
on his last night

love filled their souls
as the deed was being done
spirits were interlacing
their souls had become as one

man and woman
husband and wife
she was his world
he was her life

he went back home
and they still loved eachother
but shortly after that
he had found another

he left her for good
and shes still in pain
does he remember the love
her heart? her name?

shes still in a world of hurt
but she has to fake it and pretend
he treats her like shes nothing
like she was never even a friend

sex at sixteen
was not a smart choice
shes scared to death
you can hear it in her voice

a baby might be growing
if only you saw her face
when she found out the baby
might be in the wrong place

ectopic pregnancy
a scary thought in her head
if its not treated properly,
it can leave her dead

but does she tell him
about what shes going to endure
this might be difficult
since they dont talk anymore

does he deserve to know
about his daughter or son?
or would he think shes crazy..
would he think he wasnt the only one?...

it hurts just knowing
this might take my life
i wont be a sister,
a mom, a wife...

no, im not mad
at the fact that hes not here
i just dont wanna hurt someone else
the moment i dissappear...

i have so many people who love me
and itd kill them to see me go
as far as how im gonna take this...
i just dont know

it still hasnt hit me
that im sixteen years young
i made the varsity cheerleading squad,
my childhood is not yet done...

im a sister to four
and a friend to many
ive got people in my heart
but theres still room for plenty

im gonnna break down and cry
while holding my pillow tight
crying will be my lullaby
every single night

sex at sixteen
unprotected and unsafe
has left me
in an insecure place

i dont know what to do
mom and dad are gonna cry
when they find out
that thier little girl might die