Nobody knows

Behind these eyes are so much pain
while I'm smiling on the outside
the truth is I'm dying on the inside
my happiness and joy
are just a show i put on everyday
to make you think I'm fine
when I'm really dying
behind my laughing
I'm screaming for help
but nobody knows
maybe its better this way
maybe i can keep pretending
until it kills me....
until it kills my heavy burdens....
until I'm finally at peace.....