The fear is back
in the form of a silent war
and vertigo tears
These tattered veins have no blood left
to supply me
But they won't stop the need
to kiss the rain in the face
And watch the anger take over
Overdramatize, but close your eyes
You don't wanna see
I don't wanna know why, you never talk to me
This disease is the main part
The culprit to this dying breed
When I feel the need
To tear out the thoughts
and make me whole, it only shows
More of what lies so deep
And is now as much a part of me
As these lungs that never
Let me breathe
The fear is back, and it's everything
