It's not your fault,
it's not mine.
it's not a change of heart,
but merely a change of time...
you are not right and I am wrong,
we live in denial & this is our song.
goodnight & goodbye is the only option,
we cry and cry because we don't want to even think of it.
not so easy when your heart isn't yours anymore,
it's the slowest death,
but you wouldn't want it back for the world.
honestly we don't know where we are now,
or where this is headed.
this isn't healthy for me,
and soon you're leaving to college.
conversations and words that seem so empty,
I am not I,
and you're not who you used to be.
darling I love you dearly,
but this situation; its killing me.
we're in this to feed our insecurities.
I use you and you use me,
it's a comfort hungry situation,
it's the death of me.
it's the last thing I ever wanted,
the nightmare in my sleep.
it's coming to terms with reality,
goodnight and goodbye..
maybe someday we'll meet in my dreams.