Killing Me Slowly

Why does it hurt so much?
To have this knife removed.
Out of my heart
Reminding me of you.
Stab, stab
No blood flow
Ripped to bits
With nowhere to go.
I'm trying
To keep from dying.
My eyes are violently burned
From so much crying.
I'm breathing in acid
To kill your disease.
Sorry I wasn't perfect.
I wish I wasn't me.
Kick me down
I don't deserve to stand.
Don't try to explain
I will never understand.
Why these scars
Bruise at the sound of your voice.
Why my head spins
Giving me no choice.
I'm sick in this hell
Wondering how I fell
Down so deep.
Through this hole in my heart
Just for me to keep.
What a nightmare, having my dream end.
Where does reality begin?
Destiny, fate
Too things I can't face.
My excuse
So misused
Does this mean I still love you?
Lovelessly is my remedy
It's okay
We weren't meant to be.