& somehow
my thoguhts dont seem to be
catching upw ith my heart,
I feellike
I'm breathing two different breaths,
I'm speaking two different words,
I'm smiling two different smiles....
my heart wants to hold you,
to beg you
to come back and hold me,
to tell me you love me
even if it's all a lie,
and my mind cringes,
my pride cringes,
my mindknows I'll move on
in good time
my mind is already ready,
it's been broguht back into the game
and wants to play.
but my heart...
well it's back in it's shell and cautious.
so though i might play the game with my head
I will awlays have to live
with my heart...
