Forever trapped in his world.
Where I cant escape.
Giving me pain no man has ever.
Always lied to & mistreated,
Taken for granted by him.
Always hearing his sorries.
Making me feel like I cant move on.
But knowing its never going
to change.
A temper that I've yet to see in a man,
comes out with in him.
Abusing me emotionally, not physically.
But having the fear for that to come.
Him saying I love you.
Me laughing inside thinking then why.
For all I want is a true man to love,
and care to always be there.
Always bothered when I need space.
Him pushing me away.
Realizing.
Opening my eyes for the first time,
seeing what he's become.
A monster that's destroying me.
Is there something to be done?
I think not For I'm In love.
