Monster in Her Eyes

My heart was whole,
At least before you came.
I gave it away,
And just like the same.

You tore it out,
You ripped it up!
You threw it to the ground!

You beat me up,
Without a care.
And all my screams and sounds!

Were but nothing to you.
Nothing but trash.
Why did I leave my heart open?
All my heart is bleeding from this gash!

It hurts so bad,
It hurts so much!
You don't care...

What are you?
You monster in my eyes!
Why were you here?
Just to watch my own demise?

Well, you should be happy!
Rejoice and be glad!
Because of you today,
I did something bad.

Only bad to the preacher,
Who told me not to do!
To kill my self is what I shall,
And all because of you!