I hate love

These chains are chains of will
I will not brake-I don't know how
These chains bound my heart
It must live, I cannot hate

These chains are horrid pain
Each beat is another pierce
Deeper in,
Then pulled out

This existence is so trapped
My chains of will, will not leave
Each thought resounding deeply
I don't know how to become free.

These chains are tightening up
Around my heart they squeeze so tight
I cannot remove them, I cannot stop
To the ground these chains will not drop

I have the key,
Somewhere hidden inside
The thought of using it
Is readily denied.

This pain, this love...
Externals I cannot hate.
What's inside of me is uncontrollable
It seems distress is my fate