Tears are fighting to find their freedom
Form the temporary prison that are my eyes
Just the thought of you with her
Break the chains that were bound with lies
Now the truth has escaped
And there aren't any walls of doubts to hold them back
The pain that I felt cut deep in my soul
And my poor loving heart wasn't ready for the attack
With the force of countless rivers
Tears spilled down my shocked and pained face
Leaving a trail of crystal clear loneliness
To fall on the floor of that hidden place
As I watched your betrayal unfold
Endless dreams of you and me shattered in my very core
And I knew at that moment my heart broke
And that nothing in me would ever be as before
You were unaware of the audience
That you had inexpediently acquired for this show
And to avoid any future embarrassment
I chose not to let you know
Yet slowly inside me I felt something
That gathered strength and started to grow
It wasn't anger or rage, but pure empowerment
That slowly started to take control
And just as my tears had found their freedom
I too let go, and found my own liberty
I turned to walk away but a thought came to mind
It felt right, for you still had a debt owed to me
And before I left that place never to return
I looked in my purse for a gift you once gave me
The irony of it was, you said to use it against those
Who only wished to harm me
I found comfort in the coldness of the gun
As my finger caressed the trigger
And as you climaxed with moans and cries of lust
I found the sound of that deadly blast much sweeter
You slowly turned to see the cause of your distress
Catching my eyes in yours, in shock
I told you I was sorry, didn't mean to disturb
I should have definitely knocked
And as the light in your eyes faded
The screams of your mistress rang
Your debt to me, paid in blood
I left that place and to myself I sang
"Don't play with fire
For you might just get burned
Toying with love will only get you
What you've rightly earned
Don't worry yourself
I've forgiven your sin
But remember that
In love not everyone wins"
