What i just dont get it?

You make me laugh, you make me cry
you make me feel like i want to die
you make me mad, you make me happy
you make my life seem so crappy
i tell you everyday, i tell you how i feel
and you tell me to "get real"
well maybe i should
and maybe if i could?
would that mean i wasted my time
on someone who cant even make up their mind!!!
its your choice?
you can tell me you know...you have a voice!
i guess what i just don't get is how
you can say that you love me
and then think that you don't mean it.......you see
i know i love you and your every single flaw
lets just hope you can see through it all
i mean i know I'm not perfect
I'm not "hot"
I'm not very "sexy"
i don't have "huge boobs"
and i don't always agree with you
but i know that i loved every min. i spent with you
and even if the reasons i stated are the reasons you go
i would be OK with that because i would know
that i will find someone who will love me EVERYDAY
and no matter how un-perfect i am i know he will stay
and make me see
that their are other guys out there that can ACUALLY love me