A look inside

Do you see something lonelyâ?¦?
Peaking through the cracks of the hair in her face,
Is she hidden that well?
Enough for no one to really see?

Or have they even took a look inside to actually see the real me?

Have they seen what my eyes have seen?
The terrors in a complex form.
Or have you just ignored everything
That my eyes have flashed you once in a lifetime.

Closed your eyes and pretended like it was all fine.

Do you pretend like I pretend to be happy?
Faked the smile on that face like I do every time I walk down the hall.
I bet most of you donâ??t notice me at all.

I donâ??t think you could make it one day in this dark
Placed called my mind.
Because I can tell you one thingâ?¦
Youâ??d really be surprised in what you may find.

Come take a look inside and tell me what you really see?
Not what you want to see or imagine in your mind,
But this hell that controls me.

When you take a look inside,
Everythingâ??s turned around.
When you think up is down and down is up,
What you find you never really found.

When rainy days are sunny and sunny is rainy
Youâ??ve entered my mind at its very best.

Emotions are switched to match what I am,
Emotion that my soul does test.

You think youâ??ve experienced hell?
But you really donâ??t have a clue.
But after you figure this all out,
Thereâ??s still nothing you can do.

Thereâ??s no saving to this jail.
Nothing to set me free.
You canâ??t pick apart the lock that holds my heartâ??s key.

Take a look inside.
Though you will ignore what your eyes are viewing.
Take a deep, clear look.
And then consider what youâ??re doing.